New love

a smooth breeze was an indication of the changing time, all that signaled that he was mine; for whom i waited so long, was here but something was wrong; he dint have a kingdom, neither attracted stardom; he was not whom i dreamed of, still he pulled me off; to the deep trust in his eyes, which never said lies; he loves me a lot, but he himself has forgot, now it is as real as his thoughts, that he loves me a lot!!!

Express

dear friends,
we all have relationships we all have people in our lives whom we fall for, embrace, love, hate and show all possible emotions but the most important thing we forget to do is tell that person what we feel about them. its never assumed nor obvious to know what beats in somebody's heart unless the words are spoken for the same.
hence here's a small message to all those who don't express their feelings for others but wish to say it today...


some things change overnight
that clear my sight
be it a sweet melodious conversation or a fierce fight
i still want to stay and hold you tight
cs after every darkness there is light
n 1 day i will reach that height
 @ the end things are gonna be alright...

pollution within...

a lot to tell
my tongue is twisted
being in hell
i still have resisted
to maintain my spell
that could have been polluted
dirt around with stingy smell
my soul in heaven is resorted
and hence i have dispelled..

HEARTBEAT

she was important than any other body part
she swung high when he went apart
she jumped with joy when he was around
gathering happiness from all round
life was at its best
they wanted it to rest
all could be same as it was
but life had to turn for a different cause
she was no more needed
though he pleaded
to stay together and share
showed her that how much he care
begged for the moments spent
the love that he meant
but she had to leave
for their individuals goals to achieve
she knew he would not go
so she had to pretend and show
that she never loved
and hates him for what he is and was....

PRAKRUTI

खुले आसमान के निचे
चारों ओर पहाड़ों से घीरे
बहती झील को देखते
नदी का पानी बहते
गाय भैंस घांस चरते
रिम झिम रिम झिम बारिश की बूंदें
झरने के गिरते पानी से उत्पन्न तुषार होते
कभी ढक जाता आकाश बादलों से
कांपते हैं लोग बारिश में भीगने से
थोड़ी-सी सूरज की किरणों से
दिख जाता है इन्द्रधनुष ये
पेड़ों पर छुपते पंछी ये
भय से चिंतित हो जाते
मनुष्य सभी बहार निकल आते
और इस प्रकृति का माझा लेते
अनेक रूप होते हैं सृष्टि के
उसमे से यहाँ भी एक है
सर्जक हमें इस से उदहारण देते
विषम परिस्थितियों का सामना करना सिखाते
हर क्षण हमारी हिम्मत बंधाते
एवं आगे बढ़ने की प्रेरणा देते
तिनके कभी पेड़ का रूप नहीं समझते
बदल कभी आसमान की ऊंचाई नहीं जानते
झरने गिरने के लिए कभी सहारा नहीं मांगते
नदी बेहेने के लिए कभी रास्ता नहीं देखती 
आज का इंसान इस प्रकृति की ओर एक बार भी नहीं देखता ...

SPEECHLESS

Walking down the lane,
they said nothing,
she looked down,
and he followed like a lame,
the road finished,
with a dead end,
their conversation never started,
but they still intend,
to meet each other often,
and follow each other's way,
as the love between them was speechless,
so they had nothing to say!!!

uljhan

tum chahe kitni koshish karlo
log nahi badalte
badalna tumhe hi padta hai dosto
kyunki is duniya mein gam ke koi humdard nahi hote...
kahin saaf dikhe toh kahin dhundle
par rastein nahi badalte...

SAFAR

alfason mein  na bayan kar paoun 
us raste ko
manjil ka koi darr nahi
par safar asan nahi
chalti jaun mein kahin
hamsafar hai sahi
ab us manjil ka hamein intejar nahin
mil gayi hamein khushiyan nayi
bas tham jaye ye karwan yahin....

LONLINESS

Its a devil not only outer,
but dwells within,
it makes you porous,
leaving nothing in your mind;
you fail to think,
n everything is lost in a blink;
there's negotiation and termination..

Some people just adopt it,
because they cant resist,
spending and sharing love;
living life for someone else,
makes no sense;
when conversations become formal,
and we start screaming like an animal;
the relationship turns meaningless,
and there's only stress stress and stress,
which later turns life into a mess...!!

LOVE

Cant express those feelings aloud,
seeming to be on the highest cloud;
the world is moving around,
still in the crowd he is found;
all i had waited for has come true,
these incidences prove;
life is too short to be alone,
and there's no place to mourn;
enjoy it with people you own,
and give them more love then what they have shown!!

Kurtis to Minis

Taking the first few steps from matunga station to the first college,everything seems absurd.There is so much to observe and understand.A hundred eyes staring at you all the time,embarasses you.in all this i pulled my courage and put my hand forward for friendship,The fear of lonliness would bring gosebumps.being an outspoken ,caring,emotional person were considered the characteristics of a 'Behenji' and so was i.Wearing long T-shirts on bell bottom pants or kurta paijama could only be a fashion disaster.I passed all the interrogative eyes without answering them and with no guilt headed to explore the college days.I made friends but was aware of their back biting about my appearances.It was only in the last year of college when the climax came into picture.The old fashioned,orthodox,sentimental girl had transformed into a fashion diva,modern and a bit adament.The long kurti turned into short mini skirts,the tears in eyes turned to dark black kajal and the neive little kid got rejuvenated into a bold beautiful girl.This is a true story of a girl who personified herself after entering Podar College.

yeh zindagi mein,

kabhi girte kabhi ubharte
kuch achhe kuch bure lamhein
kabhi saath mein chale
kabhi yun hi akele
kabhi sahi kabhi galat raste se
har mod par ruke
dare kanpe fir chal pade
apne saath chalnewalon ka dhyan rakhte
raste mein milte har kisiko pyar bantte
bas chalte rahe aage badhte rahe
kuch paane ki ummid mein
kabhi kuch khone ka gam bhi mehsus karte
kisika bohot saara pyar pate
toh kisiki upeksha bhi sahan karte
n koi kisiko rok pata
n koi kisike liye rukta
sab apni dhun mein
apni alag duniya basate
keval apne baare mein sochte
aur isi sansar mein apna deh samarpit kar dete

masti ki kahani -2

वो किसी से मिला ..कोई जो उसकी सपनों की दुनिया में अक्सर आया जाया करता था ...जिससे वो पलभर खुशियाँ बाँट लेता था ..जिसने उसे प्यार का मतलब समझाया था ...खामोशियों में हसना सिखाया था..उसके अकेलेपन का साथी .....उसकी आँखों को विश्वास न हुआ वो करने लगा दुआ की वो कभी उसे छोड़ कर न जाय उसका दिल मुझ पर आ जाय ...अपने सपनों में खोते हुए वो मन ही मन मुस्कुराने लगा ...तब उसके फोन की घंटी बजी और उसका ये छोटा सा सपना फिर सपना बन गया ..वो आज भी उसीकी की खोज में लगा है जो उसके सपनों की रानी थी ...पर शायद वो कभी यह समझ ही नहीं पाया की जो उसकी जीवनसंगिनी है वाही उसके सपनों की रानी थी.....


यारों जिंदगी वास्तविकता का दूसरा नाम है....!!!!